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A Tribute to my Uncle


Quietly I wonder
thoughts twist inside my head
memories and questions
and tears I once did shed

He laughed with us not long ago
corny jokes he told
his eyes alight and smiling
mine would merely roll

But that laughter now is quiet
on earth we do not hear
but up there in heaven
the joy is very near

On earth we ask the question
"why'd he have to die?"
but you see, up there in heaven

he's praising God Most High

His job was finished
at least the earthly part

so God took him away
to the home of his heart

Today would be his birthday
I think of all he left behind
but he and God don't feel that way

so contentment I will find

In God who's plans are always good
and who never leaves my side
He hears, He sees, He knows the hurt
in His love I will abide 


Comments

  1. Hmmm, beautiful reflection. Puts it into perspective and reminds us of such great hope we can have in the Lord and His ways when we don't understand.
    We will always have the memories... Especially of the corny jokes

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